Why?

I don't feel like working today et al. Know that this is not the Holiday that I'm used to, as its Malaysian Holiday, which I've never experienced, being accustomed and used to Holidays' in India. But the whole country is on vacation today, and the few of us are working in here. Why? ..Why can't i just go off and take a day off, and not work in today? Why is it so important for me to work today, whereas the rest of the country is enjoying a day off. Well .. guess its not that bad, and its not that its the first time that I'm working on a Holiday, but still, its been 8 hrs in the ofice, and I haven't done any constructive work. And this is the situation, when I have a deadline of a very important presentation to be submitted by tomorrow. Didn't work on it whole day yesterday, haven't worked on it today either. Guess, the habbit of leaving things to be done, till the very last moment will cost me dealy someday, sometime. And that's when it'd hit me bad. But knowing that its a possibility, and I'm heading towards that, I guess i should be able to control it out, and work on it. Especially, the fact that I know the repurcussions, of not completing my assignment. Well to make things work, just imagine, me cribbing about all this, and at the same time still not working, and writing my words out. Well, since morning, I've tried doing a lot of things to get me to start my work .. thought would do somethin interesting .. so checked my emails.. and then .. chekced few more .. and then started workin .. and was back to .. boredom .. and unwillingness to work .. so thought would listen to some music .. did that .. playlist got over .. now what .. hmm .. well ..chatted with my friends online .. okie .. done .. they're gone now .. now what.. ?? ..hmm .. phew .. i hv no clue .. from 10am .. its 5pm now .. and still no work started.. as don't feel working .. hmm.. but the fact that i'm just waistin time .. and not doing anything constructive .. is eating me up the other end .. and its not coz of fear .. but its coz of the helpless at my end .. sayin that i can't control my own day .. and am just letting it go by .. w'out no control .. no planning .. and its still goin by .. anyways .. thought as a last resort would write down my frustration .. and hope to return back to work.. and guess now that i've wirtten a bit bout it .. better get down to work .. before the official office hours get over ;)